= I'm Just Shy =

Come Visit the Amazingly Spectacular Dinozauw at the Luge!

2006-09-13T23:42:00.000+08:00

As if sprayin the hose wasn't enough, they go a step further by throwin a bucket of water... "Welcome to the "Sentosa Luge" Family they say... and that's just sets the tone for the first day...

...

The work place's just great... Filled with a bunch of friendly, crazy-arsed people... I was instantly made welcome and boy, what a "wet" welcome it was... HaH! Patience is key in this kind of place especially in facin shitty customers, the crazy jokes of colleagues, the searin heat [seems like i'm not gonna be gettin any fairer !"], and worse, fastin month is comin... Good luck to me!

...

Be nice to me and i might just give u free rides... Ha! Ha! Cheers!

...

And the Sunset Couple fades away...

2006-09-08T20:14:00.000+08:00

" Here's a lollipop to make you stay...
Oh, you're my Sunset Couple everyday... "

...

Well, it was damn easy... Fancy me sayin this only after the 2nd attempt... HaH! Yea... Yea... I finally passed my BTT... Geez!

...

Dinozauw's hopeful of tastin the island-life... Pretty please can i have that sentosa job?

...

Just look at Bills, Would you please?

2006-08-31T02:37:00.000+08:00

Did anyone catch the season finale of CSI V yesterday? My gawd, what an awesome show that was... It not only touched my emotions but played around with it as well... I hate it when that happens but hey, that's the wonderful part... Trust Tarantino to produce such a brilliant and well-scripted show... Definitely one of the best shows of the year for me...

...

Im not makin myself useful at home... All i do is increase the electricity bill... HaH! I wanna work... I so wanna work... Any kind souls out there who's willin to recommend poor ol' dinozauw here?

...

I did what i felt was right... But in the end, the fingers were pointed towards me... How ironic!

...

You're So Last Summer...

2006-08-25T15:48:00.000+08:00

So im back from the long self-proclaimed hiatus... HaH! Manage to scrap through the projects, exams all the whathavesyous of this stressful and exhaustin semester... So officially, im havin my hols now... Hooray to That!

...

[Erm, i'm not suppose to leave this part empty...]

...

Time to hibernate, Dinozauw...

...

Scrambled Eggs Make Scrambled Sh*t...

2006-08-07T21:01:00.000+08:00

I Fail my BTT...

...

I suck at my presentations today...

...

So Yea...

Btw, Im tryin to unscramble this -> - C, F, K, U -

Help?

...

A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More "Touch Me"

2006-07-15T22:32:00.000+08:00

I love hugs... I feel that hugs are the most honest form of showin love and care, even more so than smoochin and other whathaveyous... And why in this freakin weird world am i writing this you might ask? I dunno... Maybe this basketcase is just hug-deprived... HaH!

...

Projects and assignment deadlines are slowly creepin up onto my "oh-my-gawd-its-close-shoot-me" radar... At the last count, i think i have 05 outstandin projects left... Maybe more... But hey, im not hittin the panic button just yet... at least not for now... Well, this pretty much explains the low update rate... Yea...

...

Managed to catch Pirates of the Carribean: Dead Man's Chest with my colourful classmates in mid-week ... The way the director inserts humour and feelings into his characters in this action/adventure movie is so spot-on... Its not exactly oscar material though but the movie ain't a bad sequel either... Well, this movie actually makes a great antidote to those "stressed-up-with-projects-and-shits-like-that" people...

...

Erm, i've seen this somewhere haven't i?

2006-07-05T22:44:00.000+08:00

It was all an oh-so-familiar scene, a freaky injection of devaju into my senses... England again loosin to Portugal on Penalties... To be frank, it was all over when the ever so reliable Lampard and the gifted Gerrard missed... All these events made me into a firm believer that penalty shootouts should be eradicated from the game simply due to its nerve-wreakin nature...

...

'The most disgracefully unprepared team in England's World Cup history was... captained by a narcissist so obsessed with himself that when the inevitable humiliation came, he cried for himself, not his country,' - Jeff Powell, Daily Mail

...

I love my new phone!

...

A Fever I can't sweat out..

2006-06-30T11:32:00.000+08:00

The constant feelin of barfin has been hauntin me of late... And this too was a follow up of a terrible fever that hit me for several days... I've never felt so sick...

...

The class chalet was a blast! Especially the night cyclin... Oh, i love the night cyclin... imagine a trail of 14 people, or rather 13 and a half [sorry YJ!], cyclin through the serene, near desolate roads as they march on through their journey to changi village in the wee hours of the mornin... it was indeed, a lovely sight to behold... The night was filled with energy and camaraderie... a scene that i never would forget and forever be etched in my mind...

...

its painful when reality hits...

...

If I Told You this was Killing Me Would You Stop?

2006-06-16T13:50:00.000+08:00

There's so many things that i wanna write about... But... i'm just not in the right kind of spirit right now... My emotions are so jumbled up... This feelin sucks...

...

Her silence. Just her silence. Kills.

...

My emotion is dead... But im Hopelessly Hopeful...

...

The First Wistle...

2006-06-09T23:55:00.000+08:00

The World Cup has finally started... WooHoo!

Nothin else Matters...

Go England!

...

The Closest I Am To Living Life On The Edge...

2006-06-08T21:30:00.000+08:00

Lect: Thanks Din! You're so nice and sweet...
Me : Ahah! Erm... Ok.... [Grins]

[ How i wish everyone could see that... ;-> ]
...

i saw a monkey in Yishun Park on my way back from school today... and that's pretty much an extremely rare sight mind you... The last time i happen to experience such, erm, monkey business was like two and a half years ago... HaH! Suddenly im feelin lucky... Easy paper tomorrow? Hmm... I'd sure hope so...

...

Tomorrow's the 9th june... And the World Cup's finally startin! WooHoo! The Term Break's around the corner... WooHoo pt 2! Class Chalet's confirmed... WooHoo pt 3 - Finale!

...

I'd better start my revision... Too much WooHoo for one day...

...

"One May Never Be As Happy As One Seem..."

...

Breakin when the Breaks around the corner...

2006-06-06T21:21:00.000+08:00

3 tests in 2 days... and worse, it doesn't stop there... 1 more tests to go plus multiple projects to work on... Physically, i'm burned out and mentally, my minds just dead.... I'm so jaded... The night class really didnt help one bit... Every minute of sleep is becomin more and more of a premium for me... Thank god tomorrow's wednesday [Rest Day]... Even better, the term break's around the corner too... But HeY, im still alive and kickin... So that's good...

C'mon! Bring on the term break already!

...

I got an A for IPP... And to think that it's my first A thoughout my whole poly life... HaH! Suddenly I miss IPP... I miss Chinatown...

...

She'll be back tomorrow...
healin the misses and sorrows...
Hooray! Hooray!

...

Mommy, its time to get new Specs!

2006-05-23T09:26:00.000+08:00

i realised that my previous post have been very soppy... Too sentimental even for my own dinozauw standards... HaH! And to those unfortunate ones who had to bear with my emo nonsense, well, thanks for listenin... Cheers to all of u...

...

I missed a good part of Grey's Anatomy yesterday... All because my specs broke... it, unanticipatedly without warnin, freakin fall apart.. [But then again, i do take it for granted after i switched to wearin contact lenses... Ha! Ha!] Manage to get it fix for a good hour until it came off again... Oh well... Mommy, its time to get new Specs!

...

I'm all GOOD now...

I'm such an Emo-Fuelled Boy...

2006-05-21T02:22:00.000+08:00

Look at the time... I just can't freakin sleep...

Spent the night listenin to Rufio... Go figure...

...

When I look at the stars they shine of your eyes.
The sky it burns bright with your presence tonight.
'Cause you're so above me and I cannot fly.
To the angel above me I long to be with. With.

Angel above me.

...

I Miss You... Seriously...

...

I'm such an Emo-Fuelled Boy...

...

The Unfortunate Side Effects of Me bein Me...

2006-05-20T21:48:00.000+08:00

Ah yes... My arms are gettin Bigger*... A result of the all the weight-liftin and all the whathaveyous... Nevermind the fact that i couldn't straightened let alone raise my arms for a week after that... Those few agonizin gym sessions are finally bearin fruits... And to think that i've only been to the gym 3 times [All took place in the last 2 wks] in my entire 18 year old lifetime... HaH! That's all set to change...

[* Bigger as in more Muscular... *Grins*]
...

Her silence in black and white...
is leavin me with sleepless night...
This feelin's is not right...
Please, please end this plight...

...

Why-oh-why isn't she's replyin?

...

Que Sera Sera

...

Pre-booked Hougang Chalet...

2006-05-18T22:10:00.000+08:00

If u asked me again which do i prefer, IPP or school, i would inevitably say the former... School has been such a horrific experience and my gawd, its only been 3 freakin weeks... Im tryin to be as positive as dinozauw-ly possible but the constant torment is turnin me into a total basketcase...

I need a break... Its gettin so depressin... No, seriously, i need help...

...

On-Off... On-Off... It just makes u wonder ain't it...

...

Projects that ruined the world....

2006-05-16T09:15:00.000+08:00

I don't wanna be in this class anymore....
I don't wanna be the class rep...
I don't even wanna go to school anymore...

...

I hate projects...
Especially the groupin part...
I really hate the groupin part...

...

Fuck.

Girl, Melt me...

2006-05-11T23:11:00.000+08:00

Yesterday evening was the best night i have ever had in a long, long while...

It was a dream...
It was surreal...
It was pure fantasy....

No wait... It can't be... I have her in my arms...

...

Wish everynight was like yesterday...

...

She's cute... Seriously, she's cute... My-oh-my... Girl, Melt me...

...

Goodbye Chinatown...

2006-04-28T23:30:00.000+08:00

11 weeks have past... Bringin an end to another semester... No.... another Chapter in my life... IPP have been a tremendous experience... From all aspects literally... The food, the people, the place, the work... I mean u are bound to have emotional ties with anythin that u spent close to 3 months with right?

...

She smiled at me... and i smiled back... She's cute... Oh so Cute... Will definitely miss her... Please, Please can i stay a while longer ?

...

I know Chinatown like the back of my hand now... More so than Geylang... Maybe i am a Chinese? Hmm...

...

Goodbye Chinatown...

Female Version of Me...

2006-04-15T22:14:00.000+08:00

Good Friday is here... Well, was here... I couldn't get my lazy arse to update sooner... That coupled with the fact that i claimed my off-day [which could only be on a saturday!] made this a long weekend for me... And as a perfect icin to the cake, i got paid on both these days... Yea... this lazy arse just turned lucky... Ha! Ha!

...

Someone at work is freakin me out... The way she smiles... the way she laughs... its just so freaky... Not in a pontianak-ish kind of way but her actions reminds me of well, myself... She's like the female version of me! Omg! But come to think of it... its kinda cool... Freaky but cool...

...

"Boy Dinozauw say hello to Girl Dinozauw... "

Look, I'm Chinese....

2006-04-10T20:53:00.000+08:00

"Are u a Malay?"
"Yea..."
"Oh.. I thought u're a Chinese..."
"Really?" [Grins]

...

Do i look chinese? i mean seriously, i don't right? That oh-so-familiar scenario happen again today... Bringin about that sense of dejavu from the good ol' Motorola days where the number of question [this peculiar question] directed to me far superceeds the total amount of handphones i packed... HaH! Well, it has to be the Channel U shirt i was wearin today... It must be...

...

Found this cool place that sells original perfumes that ranges from Hugo Boss, Davidoff, David Beckham, Escada, Guess and even love stimulant perfumes [which smells like indian leaves!] at very low price... They're somewhat like a distributor so that explains the cheap price... Did u know that there's a Paris Hilton line of perfume for males? It smells pleasantly nice and comes in a beatiful package... I think im gonna get that with my next pay... and then go, "Paris was with me..." Ha! Ha!

...

Well, just for the record... my grandparents are malay... my parents are malay... and of course, that makes me malay as well... HaH!

...

Emotionless.....

2006-03-31T23:28:00.000+08:00

Guess u'll never fully understand, Dad... Why i did it... Why i pick up that bad habit... In my eyes the main culprit is u, Dad... But then again, im to blame too... I had no guts to speak up my thoughts to u before... Trust me, more times than not, i tried but the words never came out... Not once... The thought of respect overpowers my mind everytime... Now, you are givin me a piece of ur mind? U're askin me to stop? I know u cared about me, Dad... But, I'm all grown up now... I make my own decisions...

...

Nothin else matters right now... Nothin ever matters...

...

" tears are feelings we cant say,
tears mean that you care,
tears are mixed emotions,
tears are more than tears... "

Bang... Big... Balls....

2006-03-14T22:04:00.000+08:00

Ok... So last week begins with a "Bang!"... A big freakin "Bang!" in fact... Accusations and curses were the main course of the day... But hey, let's not talk about that silly little incident... I'm innocent in that one of course...

Anyway, had a wonderful weekend... which really kind of make up for the past few "rotten" days at least... Met a few of my best buddies durin the good ol' primary school days on Friday... Two of them have even been with me since Kindergarden... So Yea... Really wonderful people to hang out with.... We sat at a 24 hr Mcdonalds... Talkin crap and nonsense all the way til late... around 12 midnight... took some freaky pictures in between... and basically just chill... We probably could have stayed longer had it not been for me havin to work the next day... So Sucky... well, my buddy send me back on his bike... Coolness...
[Psst... u know what... that was actually like the first time i chill out with my friends ever since i started IPP... How pathetic is that?]

It was a family affair on saturday... had a gatherin at my grandparents house to celebrate their birthdays... Had a big, big, big feast... Plus, the cake was simply delicious... The night was made even better when Wayne Rooney scored a brace to win it for Man Utd... Cheers to that!

Lastly, sunday... Played soccer in the early afternoon with my ex-motorola buddies... Gosh... its been a while since i last kick a ball... Played like a rusty toy... can't even pass properly... it wasn't pretty sight to behold but it's sure is beautiful to feel the ball rollin around ur feet again...

[Yea... Yea... The title sounds suggestive i know... u got a better title?]

A Grand return it was not to be....

2006-03-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

From the chillin mornin waters he perk,

overjoyed was he to finally go to work,

Such a pity that he can't foresee,
a grand return it was not to be...

He only wish for the day to be fun,
instead he was cruelly made undone,
Not by a technical glitch,
but by accusations of a bitch...

At least now he can finally see,
that not all hearts are made of beauty,
there's no need to mend or pretend,
coz it won't be him who loses in the end...

Hello Tomorrow...

2006-03-05T22:15:00.000+08:00

Ok... Officially my MC runs out today... So that means i can go to work tomorrow... YaY! More importantly i can finally go out to the "outside world"... Can you guys feel me? Well, probably not... But Hey... Imagine yourself bein an overgrown 18 year old, held captive in his own home for two weeks by some harmless lookin pokkadots called Chicken Pox... Worse, you are deprived from eatin anythin chicken... Yea... That's cruel right? Anyway, here's to me livin through that nightmare... and Hello Tomorrow!

The Misses in life...

2006-03-03T22:31:00.000+08:00

i MISS work...
i MISS my friends...
i MISS my old body...
i MISS the outside life...
i MISS eatin anythin chicken...
Worse of all, i MISS my life...
- Period -

2 more days, and i'm certified healthy and fit...

The one who appears in Monsters Inc...

2006-02-22T14:55:00.000+08:00

Its been 3 days into my 2 weeks MC... Gosh!... I'm dyin already... At least from the boredom if not the constant itchiness... Sure, there's the tv [Oh! I just love watchin this Philliphines soap opera] and games, but nothin beats goin out and meetin your friends, even if it meant workin... But then again, i guess i'd be better off not meetin them... Considerin I look like some colourful pokkadots creature that appears on the hit movie, Monsters Inc.; One that would make all the kids scared and scream their lungs out... Only in this case, those "kids" would be my "lucky" friends who haven't had the opportunity to experience this ~~pleasant~~ sickness... They shun me of course... No sentosa trips and get-together dinners for me... Oh well, life's a bitch...

My mom's really treatin me like a patient by makin me eat porridge almost everyday... Emphasisin so much that i can't eat this... can't eat that... I guess porridge is recognized as the internationally adopted sick people's food... Ah Yes... A Mother's Love... Obviously, nothin's better than that right?

Well, to all my friends who send me well-wishes and get-well-soon messages, all i can say is thanks... Hey u guys know what? I've even named the pokkadots after u guys... Cheers to that!

Look Mommy, More Pokkadots...

2006-02-20T17:52:00.000+08:00

Ok... Ok... So i decided to get that dreaded MC... [Great u say?] No, its definitely NOT great... Now, i have to spend two weeks at home doin nothin... I want to work... I want to learn and gain as much experience as possible... (even though there's really nothin much to learn at my place...) I just hope it won't affect my grades later on...Gettin Chicken pox at such a late age is so sucky.... Sucky! Sucky! Sucky!

+ One of life's bitter situations... +

"And i don't want the world to see me...,
Coz i don't think that they'll understand...,"

Mommy, What are this pokkadots?

2006-02-17T20:39:00.000+08:00

___[Things u guys ought to know about today...]___

"Enrichin" Thing:
Went to have my Friday Prayer at the mosque called Jamae Mosque in Chinatown... Never have i seen it, let alone hear about it before today.... Its only a small single storey mosque... But that's not the strange thing... The strange thing is that the Khutbah (Religious Speech) is conducted in Tamil... (In most mosque, Malay or occassionally, English Language is used...) I wouldn't be shocked if the speech is in Chinese but Tamil?!? I was like... WoW! A Tamil-influenced Mosque in a chinese populated town area? That's not a norm but again, it's what makes it unique... Of course i didnt understand what the speech was about but i must say, it was a wonderfully enrichin experience... I even saw the Minister for the Environment and Water Resources, Dr Yaacob Ibrahim, a fellow guy from my neighbourhood, and not to mention the various races gettin together to pray... [Yeap.. U really can see all sorts of races prayin there: Malay; Indian; Chinese; European]

" Quirky" Thing:
After lunch, as usual, i have to queue and deposit the company's cheques at the various banks around the area... Although technically, every trip to the bank sucks, i'm proud to say that so far, today's trip has been the best ever... Why? Cause somethin quirky caught my eye... U see, as i was queuein, in walk what look like a sophisticated lady.... Formal top... Important documents... Ringin Handphones... But get a load of this... She's wearin a tight, leg huggin, Pink ballet pants with Grey socks and slippers.... I was like "What in the world...?" It definitely took a mighty effort for me to hold back my laughter... But i let slip a small chuckle... The person behind me must have heard it... Ha! Ha!
Then there was this one-eyed uncle [He wore an eye patch on his left eye] who talk so loudly like a freakin Pirate! on his phone... By the way, his phone is chained to his pants... It's just like the way primary school kids chained their wallets to their pants with a spring thingie and think it's cool that sort of stuff... [btw, i used to do that... Hush! Hush!] Only in this case, the kid was that good ol' pirate... And for goodness sakes, he's haltin the queue with his nonsense....
Then there's the senior citizens who kept grumblin like erm, a 3 yr old, that the service was very slow when it was evident that it was the peak hour - LUNCH hour...
One of the elder lady even paced up and down the counters and rushed across the moment she sees a free one... She even argued with the bank teller that the queue is unneccessary for old people like her... What a load of wishwack Tactics from the queue cutter...

___[Things u guys need not know about today...]___
"Depressin" Thing:
I spotted pokkadots on my ~~sexy~~ body... And no... It's not my nipples u cheeky bastards.... And to this person [u know who u are...] No, i didn't contracted it from the sleazy massage parlours in the area... So that can only mean one thing... I have Chicken Pox.... Thanks to this wonderful present from my devil of a brother, i now have to live without fried chicken, eggs, prawns and other deep sea creatures, and soy sauce... And that means no fast food, no chicken rice, no egg roti prata and the list just goes on.... I'm stuck in a dilemma now... Should i hide my "body art" and continue workin or see a doctor, get a mc and rest at home doin nothin?
Both have its fair share of positives and negative after effects... Help anyone?

Take me to the Massage Parlours...

2006-02-16T20:40:00.000+08:00

Ok... My workload is gettin from bad to worse... And my Gosh! It's ONLY been 4 freakin days... It's not that i'm complainin but... Oh Hell... Why not... I am complainin.... Here's an update on what i have done this two days... You'll see what i mean....

75% of the work includes doin despatch stuff like:
1) Queuin at various bank around the god-forsaken area to deposit company checks,
2) Bring passport to another travel agency via foot,
3) Made payment and collect receipts at various travel agencies via foot AGAIN,
(This shit always happens after lunch break... Usually no less than 3-4 times a day...)

Another 25% would be:
1) Copy & Paste meaningless webpages
2) Call competitors
3) Escort company staff to deposit daily sales at bank (Somewhat actin like a bodyguard here...)
4) Reply Emails with given format --------------> "Menial work in progress"
5) Scan documents -----------------------------> "Menial work in progress"

See how odd it is... 3 tasks=75%, 5 tasks=25%... Cause that's really how it was... The whole company and the staff are just so freakin unstable... I mean my god... Despatch work when they posted me in the IT department?

And here's the most "Bonus" job that i have the ~~priviledge~~ to do today:

REPLACE THE BATTERY OF A WALL CLOCK IN THE MAIN OFFICE....
And u know what? The staff there even had the cheek to tell me what time it was... So Hooray to me for that...

But here's the flipside... I kinda like the workload that they gave me... At the very least, i don't have to sit around in the office the entire day... I get to walk around and explore Chinatown... Boy, they sure have some strange massage parlours there.... Maybe i'm the unbalance one but hey, with the company that i'm workin for, who can blame me?

Put that 3 yr old to work!!!

2006-02-14T21:00:00.000+08:00

The chillin waters perks me up this mornin... Remindin me of the good old pre-poly days where u have to wake up and bathe freakin early just to sing the most popular all-time Singaporean favourite, the Majulah Singapura before u start school... Ah yes... That was then... Now the early baths meant that i have to get my lazy arse to work... ~~Thanks~~ to the school, i now have to serve a term of 11 weeks in a travel agency... Can't mention exactly which one cause they may decide to sue me and/or give me a second term or somethin... That thought alone is scary...

So it was the first day of work today... We were required only to wear smart casual... But me bein the usual me, wore formal... [Suck up u say?] Met my two buddies at the train station and as usual, the train rides suck... Had to fight the mornin rush and not to mention, among others, the kiasu "i-want-to-get-to-the-sit-first" singaporeans to board the train...

But all goes well and we reached the workplace fifteen minutes before the reportin time... And my god, what a place it was... It was a ~~beautiful~~ shophouse space turned makeshift offices... First thing i did was to survey the toilet... [Can't help it... Nature calls...] Oh Yea... The toilet was wonderfully decorated with cockroach nymphets... Great i say... Just Great...

Next, was the meetin with our supervisor... We had to state our strengths and weaknesses in a declaration form... I wrote "fightin" as my strengh and "cute girls" as my weakness... Nah... im just jokin with that one... Ha! Ha! I wrote "friendly" and "shy"... Hey, i really got nothin else to write... Honest!

Ok...ok... back to serious stuff...

Our supervisor then brought us on a tour of the whole office and my god, there's more to it that meets the eye... The agency has a total of 9 offices, majority of which lies behind a closed doors [Which again, is a makeshift shophouse...]protected by a budget pincode security system... Trust me, even a 3 yr old can figure out the password... Its that simple... If i have my say, it looks more like an underground illegal syndicate...

Here comes the worse part...

*I was posted to the IT Department...*

First day Job:
1) Queue at bank & deposit company check for company
2) Manage & Update 64 webpages by wednesday

I was like "What the hell does a Business Management student like me know about IT and what good can he do anyway..." I mean c'mon... I'm a diploma-holder in the makin and all they ask me to do is to queue at the bank and deposit checks and copy and paste webpages? Again, even a 3 yr old can do that... Jeez... That really sum up my day...

Countdown: 66 days

Exams are Over, Thank God....

2006-02-12T16:27:00.000+08:00

The exams are finally over... Takin away the burden of late night sleeps, books, and other "shit-im-so-screwed, Kill me!" stress that comes with it... To say the least, it has been quite a terrible period for me... The whole exam thing strikes me when i was at my lowest... It strikes at a moment when i was really lost and confused... down and out... jaded and depressed... I was strugglin to find myself more than anythin else...

"What the hell am i doin here?"

"Do you even have any ambitions?"

"Is there anythin u did that u feel proud off?"

"You're so alone....."

These thoughts kept runnin around in my head over and over again... Til it disintegrate any will left in me to pick up the revision notes... I couldn't study... Worse, i was on the verge of breakin down... I hope and prayed for the Great One to put my mind at ease and open my heart... True enough, it helps... I manage to pull myself together and study... Can't say that its sufficient though...

The papers are pretty much out to kill us... It's never easy but i just hope i did enough to pass... Insya'allah... With that said, i dared not set any expectations for the results... A pass for every subject is enough for me... Nevermine the "A's"... That can wait...

I feel so much better now... Takin each day as they come...

Anyways, to all my friends, all the best and have fun for your IPP.... Cheerios!

It's A New Year....

2006-01-04T09:22:00.000+08:00

Well, what do u know... Its been a month since i last update... Hell, this blog has been non-existent.... Oh well, it's a new year... Time to get my lazy arse to do something meaningful for a change... Such as BLOGGIN REGULARLY and BLOGGIN PROPERLY... I realised i've been writin crap for the last year... And seein that little brat brother of mine go to Primary 1 doesnt help either... Gotta be a good example or he'll end up just like me... But that's not such a bad thing... I used to whack the hell out of people way back in Primary school... Ah... Those were the days... But that's beside the point... The point is that it is a new year... So i better get my priorities right... Last yr was full of learnin experiences... And i hope this year will the same, except without the "hurt" part... Oh well, it' been one hell of a week... Exams comin soon... And i still havent start my revision... Hmm....

Healthy Wae Of Smoking....

2005-12-03T19:41:00.000+08:00

Ok... So finally, i found the tyme 2 blog... Its been ages.... No thanxz 2 all that neverendin projects and tests.... Please bring on the holidae already... Im so tired...

It was juliza's bdae last Wenesdae... Met her n her frens at bugis after skool... N wad did u do? We "smoke" Seeshsyah... Well, its a healthy wae of smokin coz it doesnt hav any tobacco in it... Instead it hav all this nice little flavors lyk apple, coca-cola, mixed fruit etc.... U juz hav to suck dis tube thingie, feel the flavour in ur mouth, n blow the smoke out... Ez as dat... It originated from turkey... Oh well, 4 those of u who dun noe wad it is... Take a look...

NVPS Buddies... HeLL YeaH!!!!!!!!

2005-11-19T00:04:00.000+08:00

Hell Yeah... Wednesdae was FuN! FuN! FuN! all the way... Every year without fail, me and my primary school buddies would meet up for Hari Raya.... Well, this year, there's something more to it than the previous ones... Well, for one thing, Raidah, Hafizah and not forgettin Syful, my best bud in Pri School, FINALLY manage to join us.... All of them gathered at my house at 3pm....

- Had to "cabut" class.... Naughty me.... Ha! Ha! Btw, thanxz kok hiong for signin for me... Went off at 12pm.... I still had the cheek to sleep til 2:30pm... -

On top of the usual visitin, we spent the tymes catchin up with each other.... Reminiscin those mischievious and funny moments in school... The fights we used to have.... Gettin whack my our malay teacher n stuff... The Shit-in-the-pants incidents.... Can't help but laugh my ass off the whole tyme.... Especially with Khai tellin his trademark silly jokes... Laugh! Laugh! & Laugh! til my tummy hurt.... The whole day was just WoW!... Brilliant...

Forget school... Wish everyday was this Brilliant.... Can't wait for our nXt outin together....

KiLL Me!!!!

2005-11-10T14:23:00.000+08:00

Finally... Finally... Finally... Been sooooo damn busy lately that i have no tyme to do pretty much anythin else.... Let alone Blog... My Life revolves around projects, school, projects, projects and more projects... It's never endin.... Well, i must admit... Hari Raya was lyk a god-send present to me... It was a break that i've longed for... How i wish it was longer... 3 projects cleared.... Now 4 more to come... Haiz... So Stressed up... STRESS!!!!!

Well,i dunno how long more i would last lyk this... It's completely wearin me down... My eyebag seems to be permanent from the lack of sleep... Lyk my dad said... Once u miss ur sleep, its a debt that can never be repaid...

Meetin my Primary school friends nXt wed... That's about the only thing im lookin forward to right now... Now back to my ICT project... Kill Me....

My Brain is havin a Short Circuit....

2005-10-27T00:56:00.000+08:00

Finally... Finally... Finally.... My PC's up n runnin again... After one agonisin week... Had to call the PC doctors to fix it... Oh, My Broadband is werkin too... Called the relevant operator to send sum1 down to check... Apparently, the external wires on the rooftop had a short circuit thus depletin me of my internet access... Shit... Wad a load of crap... I mean here i am at home tryin 2 rush all my shitty projects n disaster struck... Twice sumore... Dat operator shud compensate me for lost tyme... ^$%&!@#!!!!

Aniwaez, skool's been kinda stressful 4 me... Wad's worse, all da lecturers r pushin everythin 2 me... Coz im da bloody class rep... Print dis 4 da class, wants dis n dat done.... WAh!!!! Kill Me... C'Mon, Im alreadi overloaded wif ICA's, projects n bullshits... Give me a break... Yea... BREAK!!!!!! Hmm, i heard dat my bacth is not gonna hav da two months break after all... Instead, after dis classical, they'll send us straight back to hell... IPP.... Fuck...

HaRi RaYa's nXt week.... Guess dat's considered a break... Bloody short break... Painted my houz durin da weekends... Tirin... Oh, btw, i wud lyk to wish all my frenz " Selamat Hari Raya, Ma'af Zahir dan Batin..."

[Posted pics 4 da previous entry oredi.... Take a look...]

Sayonara TEP.... HeLLo CLaSSiCaL....

2005-10-15T01:48:00.000+08:00

Well, TEP officially ended 2dae.... Ah Yes... TEP which btw stands for Teachin Enterprise Project... 4 those mountain tortoise who dunno wad wth dat is, well its basically a stupid in-skool attachment project that make use of us students... Work long hours n yet NO PAY... Dat's rite... We werk 4 FREE!!!!! %$&$&#... But hey, after 26 wks in 3 different stopovers, its not dat bad after all.... I cant believe dat im sayin dis but i actuali learned alot from dis whole experience... I feel dat im a much better person now... Met a lot of different ppl... Cute ones, Pretty ones, Crazy ones, Hell, even Boot-lickers, Backstabbers, n Bitches... But dat's wad make dis whole experience colourful n fun... Made some veri wonderful frenz along da wae... 2 all da Ppl in iBid, IM n FSRC... Thanxz 4 all da wonderful tymez guys... Haiz... I'll miss u all... Well, here's some pics i took from my last stopover, FSRC...

A Room with No Purpose...

That's juz a gimmick... Reali...

Our daily task... It's Tough...

Pretendin...

Wanna buy Shares?

My Wonderful Team...

Well, all r Slackers reali...

Risk my a**...

Ah Yes... Hardwerkin lots...

Well, pretendin as usual... CS Rocks!!!

3 Guilty Slackers...

Gayish Post...

Erm, i can do both...

Playin rough... Guess i'm Hot Property... OoPs!!!

Told u i'm Hot Property... At least among da guys...

The Final Salute...

Life's Irony....

2005-10-12T12:53:00.000+08:00

Was talkin to someone the other day... Told him to just Follow his Heart... It's funny that i even said that phrase.... The last time i Followed my Heart, it ended in a Disaster... A Total Disaster.... It's sad how things turn out... I mean when i was finally bein true to myself, No one believed me.... Not even the one that i truly like... She doubt My Honesty, My Sincerity.... At that point i was at my lowest... The feelin really sucks... I don't want to experience that feelin again... Its hurts just thinkin about it.... It still does... Haiz... Life's Irony....

- Life's Irony -

I'm 18 n I LoVe Chickens...

2005-10-04T20:31:00.000+08:00

WoOHoO!!!! I Finally turn * 18 *!!!!!

Let's C... Wad can i LEGALLY do now... (Without Gettin Caught dat is...)
- - -
- Cigarettes
- Liqour
- Geylang
- Get Engage
- Watch M18 movies
- Get a license
- - -

Well, other den da last 2, i dun tink i'll do anythin else dat's listed above...
So there's not much difference aniwae...
HhHhHmMmMmMm........

So wad did do durin my Bdae? Well, i went 2 GEYLANG!!!!! But b4 u all jump 2 THAT thought, i wud lyk 2 sae dat NO!!!!! I didnt do anythin of THAT sort... Juz went there 2 get my Baju Kurung 4 Hari Raya... I Bought a few other stuffs... All paid by my Dad... Well, its my bdae after all... Yea... Bdae Spendin Spree... Ha! Ha! Den went 2 eat at da Newly opened Banquet... Wonderful food... Ate Chicken Rice... And No, it's not those "live chickens" on da streets dat i ate...

Ydae, on da 3rd of October, Me n da wonderful trio aka Charlie's Angels, Ee Wei, Jia Jia n Christina, went to Pizza Hut 2 celebrate my Bdae... Ironically we didnt order any pizza, all of us ate other stuffs instead... Hmm, Goin 2 Pizza Hut but didnt eat any Pizza... It's lyk goin 2 KFC but neva taste its delicious Chickens... * Ok... Din!!!! Stop wif da all da Chicken thingie!!! Dun b Disgustin... * Well, i reali had fun ydae... As usual, Chris was in her usual blur and err, blur self again... Ask her 1 thing n she wud answer back another thing... Haiz... Chris.. Chris... Wen will u ever change? Ha! Ha! Btw, da Cake was delicious gurl...

Thanxz gurls 4 everythin ydae... U gurls r so wonderful... I'm reali reali glad n thankful dat i got 2 noe da 3 of u... U gurls rock my world!!!! Hope dat we can b frenz forever... (;->) Conferm will miss u all wen clasical starts... Sobs... (:-<) Oh, Thanxz 2 all those ppl who send me Hapi Bdae n well wishes too...

++ CHarLie's AnGeLs ++

++ Dun i LooK CheeKY? ++

++ Cuteness Contest... Who'll win? ++

++ Jia Jia, Wud u B mY GuRLfRen? Ha! Ha! ++

++ Da DeLiCioUS CaKE... YuMMiE!!!++

++ MaKin a WiSH... ++

++ CaKe CuTTin CeReMony... ++

++ DiNozAuw Da ChoChOLate NoSe ReInDeeR... ++

++ Chris, Y r U LooKin At Ee Wei's BooBs? Hmm... ++

++ ChRiS ShoWin Off HeR FisHBaLLs... ++

++ JiA JiA sHoWin Dat She'S Got BiGGeR FisHBaLLs thAn CHris... ++

++ DAt MaKeS CHriS UnHaPPy... Ee Wei's LaUGhin AwAe... ++

++ YuM! YuM! ++

++ FeeLiN SeXy... ++

++ NoW LooK WhO GoT Da LaST LaUgH... ++

++ DuN i LooK SwEEter Wif ChoC CaKE On Me? ++

++ Y SuDDenLy So SaD? ++

++ 3 CuTies... N CHriS, StoP ProMotin Ur DenTisT.... ++

++ StiLL ShoWin HeR DoDo FiShBaLLs... CaN I BiTe ThEm? ++

++ JiA JiA's EyE CanDy... ++

++ A CLoSer VieW... Oi!!! ShE LykS U... TuRn Leh...++

++ I StiLL DuNNo Where We R EaTin... ++

++ 4 FeeTs... ++

The Ugly Duckling Among Beautiful Swans....

2005-09-29T00:40:00.000+08:00

Juz came back from Bugis wif my wonderful frenz, none other the Lovely Ee Wei, Adorably cute Jia Jia, and Ever-So-Cheerful Christina... Every1 was so nicely dressed up... Ee wei put on Make-up to go wif her purple top... Jia Jia wif her retro black-white look plus heels... N Christina dressed in a simple yet stylish wae... Ish... All so veri Nice... Im lyk da Ugly Duckling swimmin wif a Trio of Beautiful Swans... Well, i even made da swans wait 4 me... Ha! Ha! Sori abt dat Gurls...

Wad did we do there? Hmm... Well, can sae dat we went Window Shoppin... All of us didnt reali buy anithin 4 ourselves... Jia Jia bought a pair of slippers for her mom... Chris bought a bag for her sis... I wanted to get boxers... N Da best part abt dat was dat i got 3 gurls to help me find 1... LUCKY ME!!!! Ha! Ha!But none reali caught my eye... Wen it does, there's no size... Bummer...

We had a hard tyme choosin where 2 eat... In da end decided on Simply Thai... Hmm, dunno if it's a gud choice though... Coz the food was very salty... N da auntie even cheekily asked me if i wan Pork floss to go wif my Pineapple Rice... WTH? Do i reali look Chinese 2 u? Well, i dun blame her... I've heard dat one a couple of tymes b4... Dat ppl thought i was a Chinese boy... Jeez...

Well, i tink da best part of 2dae was wen we juz sit down, chill n juz chit-chat at Starbucks... Tok alot abt political stuffs.... NS n all... Dey ask me if i wud go all out 4 a gurl.... Hhhhhhmmmmmmmmmm... Dat caps da nite... Ha! Ha! Took Neoprints... See...

[ Pics Courtesy Of Ee Wei's Blog... Thanxz Ee Wei... Visit her blog for more Lovely Pics k... ]

Spot The Ugly Duckling?

Stupid Fuckin Thief....

2005-09-24T22:55:00.000+08:00

____________________!!!!!MaD!!!!!____________________

My favourite jeans got stolen... Hanged it outside to dry... Den.... Haiz... Can't dat F**ker steal any other jeans? Y muz it b my fav one? Haiz... I hope dat stupid F**ker get rashes on his backside n privates... Can't shit... Can't Pee... Dun let me c u wearin in on da streets... I'll beat da hell out of u...
Im gonna miss wearin dat jeans... Fuck...

____________________!!!!!MaD!!!!!____________________

Reached skool at 11:15am 2dae... As usual... Neva been early for dis stopover... Supposed 2 present our project 2dae... But thank god it's posponed to week 8... Dat means i hav 2 more weeks 2 do my conclusion... WooHoo!!!

Ate lunch wif Jia Jia... Kinda quiet without Chris n Ee Wei around... Yea... U gurls r sorely missed... Den accompany Jia Jia's fren go eat again... Same place... Same Spot...Time flies by fast 2dae coz from after lunch til 5pm, we neva go back 2 our stopover...

After lunch, we went to 5th floor 2 play game... Jia Jia n Medeline went crazy... They played lyk mad ppl fightin 4 their lifes... Ha! Ha! i played CS wif a grp of ppl there... Quite impressed wif myself coz i killed all of them... Ha! Ha! Was da top player there... K... K... Shud stop boastin....

After skool i met Zura, a fren from my Motorola Daez... Its been a long while since we both sit down n chat wif each other... Still da same old cute gurl dat she was... Wif her EYELINER n all... Hmmmmmm..... Well, we did sum catchin up.... Tok abt relationships n stuff... Joke here n there... Chit-chit till abt 10:30 den went home.... Might juz she her again next wk... Lookin forward 2 it...

3B = Birthday, Brownie, Block 724

2005-09-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

***[ HaPi BdAe eE wEi ]***

Yesterdae was eE wEi's Bdae... Had a simple yet sweet celebration 4 her... Thought of splashin her wif whipcream n stuff 2 it make a MoRe mEmOrAbLe Occasion... N u noe Wad? She even cum skool prepared wif Xtra Clothin in her Bag... Ha! Ha! Well we got a sudden change of heart i guess... Went AMK to have our Dinner... Here's da funny part...

Me: "So where are we eatin?"

Christina: " You are at block 724..."

You guys see the link? Coz' obviously i don't... Da onli "link" i can think off is either Chris is STUPID or DEAF... I guess it's Both in dis case... Ha! Ha! Jokin la Chris... Please dun "shoot" me... Ha! Ha!

After dinner, Me n Jia Jia rushed to buy da cake... Jia Jia said bdae gurl like brownie so we got her a BIG BROWNIE CAKE... I had a hard time lightin up da candles... Burnt my hand a few Tymes... I was lyk Ouch! Ouch! Ouch!... N Jia Jia kept on laughin... So bad... Sumore, Her laughter blew da flame awae n i hav to light it up again... Wen i finally manage to get all da candles lite up, we suprised da bdae gurl... Sang our hearts out wif da bdae song... ( In Public... Outside 25 hours, Jubilee to be exact...) Bdae gurl so shy... Cover her Face... Ha! Ha! Yea... It was fun... Juz look at da pics below...

The BIG BROWNIE Cake... She Lykes the cake!!! YiPPie!!

Cake Cuttin Ceremony...

Jia Jia Practisin her cuteness...

The Shootin Queen... So Fierce...

The Brownie is reali nice!!! Trust us...

3 beauties...

Wen Dinozauw meets Dinosaur...

Bdae Gurl showin off her climbin skills...

Jia Jia lost to the small kid in Yellow...

Again losing 2 da small kid in Yellow...

Chris, where are we eatin again?

Longing for a Gender-Challenged Fitness Instructor...

2005-09-19T01:16:00.000+08:00

- JuKeBoX -
Song: Longing
Artist: My Writes

Did u guyz catch "Whose Line is it Anyway?" last nite? Damn, it was great... Well, da shows great everytyme... Neva Fails 2 make me laugh my ass off... But last nite dey invite dis guy ( Da 1 in blue)....

Yupz... Itz Richard Simmons... Dis Famous gender-challenged Fitness Instructor... Put him 2geda wif Drew n Gang... It's Chaotic i tell u... Ha! Ha! I laughed so loud i practically woke up my whole family...

Aniwaez, my buddy, Zul pass me dis great song called Longing... (Now Playin) I lyk it alot... Wad do u tink of it? Pass me ur views k... It's an original number from his band, My Writes... Do check them out oritez... www.purevolume.com/mywrites ... Psst!!! Da lead Singer's Cute... Ha! Ha! Here's Da Lyrics... Sing along mates...

Longing

I've waited so long

So long, so long

To be in your arms

So warm, so warm

But you have sworn upon the thunderstorm

The leaves begin to fall, our memories wash away

In our hearts, we all long for company

But if all the world was right

Then you'd be here with me

Oh the days of fairytales

and warm caresses

But you've gone away

Away, away from me

And you have sworn upon the thunderstorm

The leaves begin to fall, our memories wash away

In our hearts, we all long for company

But if all the world was right

Then you'd be here with me

Then you'd be here with me...

---

Simple Layout = Simple Me....

2005-09-13T11:49:00.000+08:00

Lyk my new Blogskin? Kinda feel i needed a change.... N no, its not bcoz sum1 hates it mind u.... Kinda hav da feelin dat she's jealous... Well, now u can hav it... Ha! Ha! Aniwaez, decided 2 go 4 sumthin simple... N guess wat? Dis is da 1st tyme im not usin either black or white.... N i guess Blue is juz abt rite to reflect me... For now dat is....

The Searin' Heat...

2005-09-09T21:40:00.000+08:00

Its unpleasantly or shud i sae so FrEaKiN'Ly HoT 2dae!!!! Its a Fridae... So Yea... Made my wae 2 da mosque... I practically melted on da wae there... Its lyk u can reali feel da heat scourchin thru ur skin... I bet if u put a chicken out in the open dis afternoon, u'll hav ur veri own Kentucky Fried Chicken to eat for lunch... It wudnt take more den 5 mins for the chicken to roast.... Ha! Ha! Fastin month's cumin soon... If it carries on lyk dis, I guess i'll juz hav 2 sit n laze at home... Coz if im gonna go out durin dis type of weather, i tink i'll die of dehydration or sumthin.... But notice how crazi da weather is nowadaez ard the world? First da tsunami, den recently da Hurricane... All this inturn leads to more problems... Floods... Landslides.... Etc... N all around the world lives are lost bcoz of dis natural disasters... Hmm... Its lyk suddenly the climate turns berserk.... There's a drastic change in da climate.... N cum 2 tink of it, i believe its our own wrongdoin as Human Bein'.... U noe... Ppl keepin up wif tyme... Countries Modernizin... Technological advances n all dat crap... Now we r left 2 pay da price for it... Harmful gases n all da other bull****s in da air... Thinnin ozone layer.... Bla... Bla... Bla... Hmm, wad do u guyz tink? Aniwaez, movin on.... Did any1 watch One Tree Hill on Chn 5 ydae? Sophia Bush is soo HoT !!! Now i dun mind feelin dat kinda heat... Ha! Ha! K... K... Dats besides da point... Ydae's storyline was a sad one... Its abt love la... Wad else can it b.... Dis gurl (Sophia Bush) was leavin town.... She lyks dis guy (Chad Michael Murray) but didnt tell him her feelins... Dey were 2geda once u c... She was secretly hopin for the guy to c her off.... But wen da taxi arrives, the guy was not there.... She was abt 2 get up n leave wen da guy suddenly appeared at her door... He told her dat he love her.... N he wanted her 2 stay... He misses her... N not 1 dae dat he neva think of her... Wen she heard dat, she cried.... She cant believe wad she's hearin.... She hug him... Said Sori.... N leave.... Even in da cab, she kept on cryin.... Hmm... It den kept me thinkin.... Wen it's abt matters dat concern the fragile heart, Y do ppl alwaez hav 2 run awae from their feelings? Y r dey alwaez in denial? Dun dey noe dat by runnin awae, things wudn't get any better.... In fact, it cud get even worse... Hmm... Dat's juz my point of view... Tag me ur p-o-v.... K la... Da weekends is here.... Dat cud onli mean 1 thing... S-O-C-C-E-R.... It's da Manchester derby.... Hope da red side of Manchester wins... Go United!!!!

Full-Time Slackin & Restin Centre....

2005-09-03T14:27:00.000+08:00

My tyme in FSRC, which btw stands for Full-time Slackin' & Restin' Centre, has been nothing but, Well............NOTHING!!!! Its been 2 wks oredi... N i can tell u im slowly dyin inside there.... Wish sum1 can juz shoot me... Dat'll b much appreciated... Its sooo bloody borin dat it eliminates every little ounce of motivation left in me to go to skool... I dun wan 2 go 2 skool animore... There's no point... Its simply juz meaningless... We learn nothing so far... N im sure dat its gonna b dat wae 4 a long tyme... Wad's worse, I can't even install my favourite game on the PC there... Things juz didnt turn out as to how i expected it to turn out.... I thought knowin most of the ppl in there wud make my stay in FSRC better, but well, they all hav their own life... So im back 2 where i started... Dis feelin of emptiness surrounds me.... Im all alone again.... FSRC juz suxz...

= Fake Smile =

GoodBye, IM....

2005-08-21T14:52:00.000+08:00

Wen i 1st heard dat i went in2 INVENTORY MANAGEMENT, i feel so down... I told myself dat it's gonna b bad... 7 ppl cramped in2 1 small room... 2 guys & 5 gurls...To make things worse, im lyk da onli non-chinese in the team... GONE CASE!!!! Initially, i feel so lost... I onli noe Kai Way, the other guy, from my iBid daez... At least i hav sum1 2 tok 2... Thank Heavens!!! N gettin dat Red shirt made me feel better too... I lyk da colour n da power dat cums wif it... Ha! Ha! But who wud hav thought dat da 7 of us wud bcum so close... We bonded so well... Werk, Play, & even Eat as 1... Me... The Very Pretty Leader, Winnie... The Baby-Face Cutie, Ee Wei... The Shootin Queen, Christina... The Bubbly Jia Jia... The Ever So Cheerful Kai Way... & Lastly, The Hardwerkin Yet Blur, Ming Li.... N not forgettin the LifeStylers, Cindy, Azila & Yan Xin... We had lots of Fun 2geda... My tym in IM has been nuttin but brilliant... I hav matured so much as a guy n as a person durin my tym here... I neva even once felt left out... If i hav it my wae, i wudnt wanna leave IM... Dis has been my best stopover yet... Guyz (n gurlz)... Thanxz for all the wonderful tymes dat we had wif each other.... I'll definite miss all the laughters, the shootins, the games... Im gonna miss pushin dat trolley too... I wud oso lyk 2 take dis opportunity to apologize for my mistakes or if i ever hurt ur feelins durin my tyme in IM... Lastly, i wish u all da best 4 ur nXt Stopover... I hope my nXt stopover wud b as fun as dis 1... Here r sum of da pics we took on da last dae... Sobz.... Will miss u all lots...

HaPi NaTiOnAl DaE SiNgApOrE!!!

2005-08-11T13:50:00.000+08:00

Well, finally, here's my long awaited update... B4 everythin else, I wud lyk 2 wish Singapore a veri HaPi 40th BdAe!!! WooHoo!!! Go Singapore!!! Well, Gonna brag abt ydae... Ydae was well da 1st tyme in God noes how long dat i can wake up early, not thinkin abt bathin til after lunch n juz watched cartoon da whole mornin... SWEET!!! Well, there's dis stupid cartoon called Strawberry sumthin... Cant reali remember... Its abt dis gurl wif an overly hyperactive n irritatin dog n a veri sarcastic cat... Da cartoon was stupid but da msg behind it caught my attention... It goes sumthin lyk dis "Friends r ppl dat u can SAFELY forget abt how dey look like, but NEVER forget da person dat dey r inside" Nice HuH? Well, movin on... Ydae... Hmm... Let's c... Of Coz i went out la... It'll b a very stupid n sad thing to stay home n watch da parade on TV... C'mon... Dis kinda thing onli happens once a yr... Aniwaez, dressed up in red, me & my family head down to Marina South for the Carnival@Marina... Gosh!!! We were lyk practically swimmin in a sea of red... Every1 was either in red or white... From Foreigners, to 70 yr olds, dis Indonesian Maid wif her Bangla boyfren, mat reps n minahs, Chinese punk posers, includin dis guy who sumwat dressed up lyk an imam plus da songkok... Lots... Not dat i wanna b associated wif all dis ppl mentioned above, but it sumhow made us feel United... As One... As SINGAPOREANS (even if they aren't)... Yea... Saw sum cute gurls... Wearin eyeliners sumore... But nuttin was as cute as wad i saw next... In da sky, juz above me, F-16 fighter jets flew past in a 3-5 formation... Dey break into patterns rite above me... Their aerial acrobatics were SUPERB... I was in awe... INTENSE SWEETNESS i tell u!!! Esp wen da 2 jets flew past each other 2 make a circle... Damn!!! Since i was a kid, my ultimate wish is alwaez 2 fly one of those jets... But da highlite of da dae had 2 b da firewerks... its da MOTHER OF ALL SWEETNESS!!! Its juz magical... N since i was at da heart of Marina South, i got 2 witness not 1, not 2, but 3 firewerks display shot simultaneously from 3 places: Padang, Marina Bayfront & Marina South... Isn't dat wonderful? Lucky Me!!! Ha! Ha! Well, amidst da excitment, i managed to take sum pics of da fire werks... Pardon my unprofessional photo takin... But heYz, better den nuttin rite? Enjoy!

Everything's Fallin Apart....

2005-07-30T01:30:00.000+08:00

2dae was da actual graduation ceremony 2005.... Dere's alot of stuffs dat happen durin da event... But rite now, i've juz got no mood 2 tok abt it... Totally lost my mood... I stumbled upon sumthin reali bad... It hurts... Im reali bleedin inside... Its all clear now.... all clear....

Wanna Share A Cubicle wif Me?

2005-07-28T23:16:00.000+08:00

Sumthin Strange Happen 2dae in skool... It Happened after lunch but juz b4 my ICA.... Let me tell u as detailed as i can... Here goes... Had an upsized cup of coke for lunch... So my bladder was feelin kinda heavy... Went back 2 my werkplace 4 a while 2 check up on my members... Den i make my wae 2 da toilet... So there i was walkin down da allyway, took a right turn, open da main door... N Voalah! I reached My destination... The Male Toilet which was stangely covered wif pink tiles.... It only has 3 cubicles... So as usual, i wud head to my favourite cubicle, which is da last cubicle... So i unzipped my pants n answers nature's call... Heard da main toilet door opened n sum ppl tokin... Den suddenly, i heard a "click" sound... Sum1 was lockin a door... It Sounds as if its cumin from behind me... Hmm, Strange... I was tinkin 2 myself, i didnt lock da door did i? So i turned ard... N wad caught my eyes was this hansem young gentlemen in a dark blue T-shirt... In da same cubicle as me!!! Behind Lock doors!!! AaArRrGgGgGHhHh!!!!! Of coz, i didnt scream la... Juz exaggeratin a bit there... U tink im Crazy ar? It wud onli atract more attention... Well, at dat point, i do hav doubts abt dat hansem gentlemen in blue... Hmm, is he gay? Wad is he doin in da same cubicle as me? Please let me finish peein 1st.... Fortunately, he gav wae.. He left da cubicle... Givin tym for me 2 finish my business n zipped up... After i exit da cubicle, i offered him da cubicle... Washed My hands... N quickly rushed back 2 my werkplace... It Felt awkward... N mind you, dat is da 1st tyme dat i shared a cubicle wif another guy... Goodness Gracious... Well, gonna sleep now... I hope i wun hav nightmares abt dis in my sleep...

*** Due to da nature of the incident, i wud not release da identity of the gentlemen in order 2 avoid further embarassment... ***

Me? A Good Charlotte member?

2005-07-24T22:51:00.000+08:00

Well, itz da weekends... I gotta wake up early 2dae to attend the pro team graduation ceremony for the new batch... Well, I muz admit... I had a tough tym wakin up 2dae... Feelin damn Lazy...I wudnt hav gone 4 it had it not been 4 me bein da Marshal... Of all ppl, Mrs Weers picked me 2 do it... Basket... Oh well.... Gotta wear formal u c... So I ironed my pant... Put on my Fav long shirt, da brown one wif da silver linin, and put on a new silver tie dat my uncle gave me... N Voalah!!!! I hav well, Me... A Smart, Presentable me... Well, not quite... I spiked up my hair... Standard procedure... Ha! Ha! But i still feel incomplete... Hmm... Movin on... I reached skool at 9am wen i was suppossed 2 cum 1/2 an hour earlier... Stroll in da lect theater still listen to my mp3... Almost everyone was there... We rehearsed 4 a while den da lecturers asked us to go n groomed up... I was Lyk... Groom Up? WTH... Well, i DID groomed up... Guess wad i put on? EYELINER.... Ha! Ha! Its da 1st tyme dat i put it on... N i muz sae, it look kinda cool... Even my frens lyk it... Hafeez told me i look lyk a member of Good Charlotte... N i can c y... Wif da spiky hair, da formal wear, da tie... Yea... Gui Hui told me i look so cute wif eyeliner... Wad can i sae? Its a compliment... i cudnt agree more... Ha! Ha! Now i feel complete.... Wud hav put a pic 4 u all 2 c but no thanxz 2 my lousy phone, i cudnt...

R-rated Entry - Explicit Content...

2005-07-16T21:42:00.000+08:00

2dae has been da most mentally n physically tirin dae in IM by far... Gotta count sum bloody T-shirts... By their sizes sumore... N dere's lyk 4 different types of shirt... All totallin up 2 i guess ard 400... Cant remember da exact number... Im thankful dat i hav such wonderful frens, the MSC Lifestyle, ppl 2 help me... Well, we found out dat da supplier send us 3 shirt short... Stupid... So cocked up supplier... But dat's not da thing dat pisses me off... Dis Does... Stupid roadshow ppl wif thier dumb-fuck supervisor... Stop puttin ur Fuckin items in our storeroom... N dat Stupid fuckin supervisor... U saw how cramp da storeroom is wif ur own bloody eyes n yet u ask ur students 2 put their items inside? Cant u c dat its dangerous? U Onli tink abt urself... U Fuckin Bitch... Walkin ard wif u Fuckin boots... Go Fuck urself wif it la... Fucker... Sori but i juz cant take it animor... its juz so shitty... Well, i wanted 2 play bowlin after skool... But my fren cudnt make it... kinda dissappointed... Kol my other fren... She didnt pick up or reply 2 my sms... Juz my luck... So i juz went straight home... Well, im still fumin abt da cramp storeroom... i guess i better stop here den... or else i cud go on n on...

Long Overdue...

2005-07-15T00:40:00.000+08:00

I noe... I noe... I haven been updatin 4 quite a while... So here goes... First, im gonna giv a movie review... Well, i watched Fantastic 4 last Fridae... It Stars Jessica Alba as The Invisible Woman, Michael Chiklis as The Thing, Ioan Gruffudd as Mr. Fantastic, Chris Evans as The Human Torch, and Julian McMahon as Dr. Doom.... Its a typical superhero story where da gud guys alwaez wins type... But da director was smart enuf 2 add in sum touchin moments, such as wen Ben's (The Thing) wive left him bcoz of his looks... B*tch... Well, i guess nowadaez dat's all it's about isn't it... Looks... Appearance n all dat crap... He's got a veri gud heart, Ben... Sum funny moments... Mostly involvin The Thing... He's quite a joker... Da Small Payphone keypad, Da Broken Fork etc... Ha! Ha! The Storyline is gud... There's reali not much action... Coz da director focus mainly on introducin da characters... Its onli until da end... Wen dey all werk as a team 2 defeat da evil Dr.Doom... U can draw quite a few positive notes from da movie actuali... i did... Such as to dun judge a person by their appearance, to learn to look at inner beauty, dat teamwerk is important etc... Well, i giv it 3 out of 5 dinozauws... But juz bcoz it stars da sizzlin hot Jessica Alba, i giv it an Xtra 0.5 so its 3.5 out of 5 dinozauws... Ha! Ha! Well, do catch it if u can orite...Rite... Movin On... Well, Life in IM.... Hmm, every1 in IM r veri bz now... Bcoz of da upcumin roadshow la... We Hav 2 do dis, Hav 2 do dat... Bla... Bla.. Bla... Things neva stop cumin in... Da roadshow peeps put all their stuffs inside our storeroom... Itz so cramp in dere now... i cant sleep in dat room animor.... Basket... Well, my supervisors hav been kollin me more den usual too... "Can u ask din 2 c me?"... Din dis... Din Dat... Bla... Bla... Bla... Sumtymes i dun even hav enuf tyme 2 eat my lunch... I wud juz buy sumthin light den sit outside my werkplace n eat... Alone... Pathetic rite? Well, wad 2 do... Sumtymez, eatin by urself n bein alone isnt a bad thing... Hmm...Oh Yea... B4 i forget... Do u noe dat iBid doesnt hav live auctions animor? Well, heard it from my fren... Da current batch told their supervisor dat havin live auction every week is a waste of tyme... N da supervisor juz agreed... So no more Live auction... Hmm, iBid is goin down... Haiz... iBid... Da Name dat we all werk so hard 2 bring up... Dey juz dun run it lyk we used 2 animor... Sad isnt it? I feel dat all our efforts hav gone own da drain... Charity Live Auction? Garage Sales? Well, wadeva la... Let da current batch do their job... My job in iBid is done but given a chance, i wud luv 2 go back n werk dere again...K nXt.... Well, Im feelin a bit better dis week... Hmm, still confused though... i noe.. im beginnin 2 sound lyk im forever confused... Itz juz dat everytyme wen i c... Erm... Well 2 put it simply... Things r VERi different now... N i doubt it wud return to da same as b4... Well, keep ur head up Din... Im Bored too... I havent gone out wif my frenz yet dis whole week... Kinda miz dem... N i tink im goin crazee over eyeliners... Im gonna get 1 soon... Hmm, imagine me wearin eyeliner... COOL!!!! Orite... Dats All... Dinozauw needs a nap now... ZzZzZzZzZzZzZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Juz another Passin Week...

2005-07-04T21:30:00.000+08:00

Well, i hav 2 admit... Dis week hasnt been da most terrific.... Got Mondae blues, Tuesdae reds, wednesdae greens, and wadeva bloody colours u wanna giv it 4 da other daes... Been veri troubled of late... My thoughts wandered... My feelins fluttered... I feel so Lost, Broken, Confused... Hmm... I feel lyk im walkin on broken glass.... But nvm abt dat... I guess i juz hav 2 try to hold my head up high... N juz hope 4 da best... Durin Fridaes prayers, da imam mentioned dat in life, things dun alwaez go ur wae... Even if u plan sumthin veri carefully, unfortunate things do happen... Dat is a possiblity dat no 1 can run awae from... No 1 is perfect... No 1 has a perfect life... I saw dis guy, wif tattoos on his arms, prayin... His intention is gud but den again, u cant pray wif a tattoo on ur arm... I guess he finally woke up n realise dat dis world is onli temporary... i hope god forgives him... I hope god forgives everi1... Lyk i said, no 1's perfect... As Human beins, we make mistakes... i have made sum veri bad mistakes in my life... i regret it but most importantly, i've learned from it...Movin on, saturdae, let's c... Went 2 my grandma's place... Family function... So most of my aunties n uncles were dere... i hate dis old guy... He's my grandma's bro... i dunno wad 2 kol him... Hell, i didnt even noe his name... I cant b bothered actuali... He alwaez acts as if he's wise and clever den da rest... Well, 2 me, he's full of crappy shits... He indirectly insulted my mother... I was sittin dere n i heard wad he said... I wanted to shout back at him... But i hold back... It was a family function after all n i dun wanna make a scene... Stupid ****in old man... **** u la! I ate quite alot dat dae... den watched tennis wif my uncle... Men's semi-finals... Andy Roddick vs Thomas Johansson... Johansson strecthed Roddick 2 3 tie breaks... It ended 6-7 (6-8), 6-2, 7-6 (12-10), 7-6 (7-5).... So its Roddick vs Federer in da finals... Da womens final was quite gud... Venus Williams was up against Lindsay Davenport... Even though she made a bad start, Venus won in da end... 4-6, 7-6 (7-4), 9-7... Davenport got a backache... Pity... So near yet so far 4 her... Lyk i said, again, things dun alwaez go ur wae...Well, 2dae, played soccer wif WVFC... Herry msg me last nite... So i came down bukit batok in da afternoon... We waited abt 2 hours 4 da opponent... Shitty... Wen dey cum, dere's another confusion... More shits... Den finally, at 6:30pm, we kicked off.... N guess wad? I SCORED.... WooHoo!!!! Wif my LEFT foot sumore... after a pass from Herry, i juz blast it... Da ball went thru da legs of da keeper... Lobang.. Ha! Ha! Dat's lyk 3 goals in 8 matches now... Quite gud rite? Ha! Ha! We lead 1-0 at half tyme... 2nd half, we onli played wif 9 men... Against 11... I played keeper durin da 2nd half... I tink our team played superbly... Eventhough we were outnumbered, we managed to get a lot of da ball... Well, i can't do anithin wen da opponent score... Nobody closes down on him... Den he volleyed... My view was blocked n by da tyme i saw da ball, it had alreadi crossed da line... Shit... Well, da match ended all square in da end... 1-1.... But im satisfied... I scored... So hapi... It made my week a lil' bit better... Well, gonna watch da Wimbledon final now... Go Roddick... Til nXt tyme...

Take a Chance...

2005-06-29T19:00:00.000+08:00

Hmm, well i rip dis off my frenz's blog... With her permission of coz... I dun steal u c... Gud Boi... Dis poem juz appeals 2 me... I lyk it alot... It has a gud message 2 it... Here Goes:

Just a chance, just a try,
Will determine the state of your heart or mine.
Another kiss, another touch,
Maybe the love I've wanted so much.
Who's to say it wouldn't work?
You or me?
Who's to say we aren't meant to be?
Maybe we really are
unrecognized best friends or soul mates.
Who's to know or determine fate?
We are not in the position to conclude,
but we are to initiate,
Try now, before I'm gone and it's too late.
Please don't judge me,
I'm not every other man.
Nor think I assume
you're every other woman.
Trust me when I say I'm happy,
believe me when I say I care.
Don't play me, don't fool me,
I do know life isn't fair.
Who's to say we wont die today or tomorrow,
is it fate?
Who's to say the person we just met
isn't our soul mate?
Take a risk, if your not sure then try,
Because if you risk nothing,
who cares if you die?
Life is no longer a challenge,
love is no longer a need.
If pain was not experienced,
who's to say that we bleed?
But how will we know unless we try?
If a bird never left his nest,
how would he know he could fly?
How can you say I'm not the one,
with just a glance?
When it's all about risking hurt or happiness,
and taking A CHANCE!!

The Power Of Da Red Shirt....

2005-06-26T15:00:00.000+08:00

Well, itz been a week in IM.... N i muz sae, im quite hapi wif da wae things r goin... Im comfortable wif every1 oredi... N da werkload is not dat heavy... In fact, I spent most of my tyme slackin... N chattin... Ha! Ha! Yupz... It cud get pretty borin at tymes n so, e-messenger is lyk a godsend in dat small room.... N Bein da one wif da red shirt makes my life in IM even better... I can simply order my "colleague" to do da job 4 me... I can choose and declare wat tyme i go 4 lunch and tea break... Ha! Ha! Well, for dose of u who tink dat im abusin my powers, tink of it dis wae... Im hornin my leadership skills... Im actuali delegatin out task, and set directions... Agree? Well, tag me if u disagree k... Hmm, im beginnin 2 feel dat red is my colour.... Ha! Ha! Wait... Wad m i saein... Red IS my fav colour... Ha! Ha! N dere's dis blur gurl in IM dat's alwaez askin me da same question... Well, Let me sae it again.... WE ONLY DO ISSUE OUT WEN WE HAVE RETURNED THE ITEMS TO THE SUPPLIERS OK!!!! God... She's veri hardwerkin and yet irritatin... Wad a combi... Ha! Ha! Well, i played soccer ydae... Wif Herry's team, Westside Virus FC... Supposed 2 b a match but we're busted by da opponents... So we juz train by ourself... I tink i did well in trainin... Dribble a lot but didnt score any goals... Nearly but didnt... We lack communication... Dat's da teams problem... We need to werk on dat... But other den dat, i tink da team is superb... Well, dis week has been abt makin new frenz, adaptin 2 a new environment, werkin wif new ppl, Hmm.... Wad else.... Well, I guess dere's a lot more... But i'll leave dat till nXt tyme...

ThE StArT Of A NeW ErA....

2005-06-18T16:04:00.000+08:00

Ydae marks da end of da iBid era.... An era which lasts 9 memorable wks... iBid has bcum somewhat lyk a 2nd home to me... Da ppl dere r juz simply wonderful... Da membership team: Amanda, Chiu Gim, Zul, Adi, Victor, Darius, Shufen, Shi Hui, Yun Yun, Kay Yam n Me.... Gud job guys in reachin our target... Da Promo Team: Narimah, Ban Hock, Jessica, Diyana, Soo Yee, Luo Xiao, the DBI student, and da traitor, Qing Shun... Ha! Ha! Actuali we donated him 2 da promo team... And Lastly, da Ops Team, da team dat is alwaez "bullied" by our supervisor, Mr. Ong, : Hazirah, Ren Qiang, Faezah, Shuping, Priscilla and Pei Ching, the DBI student.... Im very glad dat i had da chance to werked wif dis marvelous group of ppl... Im reali gonna miz u guyz... Especially, da "fruity" gang, da strawberries, the custards, and da buah dukus... Juz wen i was gettin 2 noe dem better, we had 2 part... Sad rite? Well, itz partly my fault la... I onli reali tok 2 dem while i was havin my block leave... i realised now dat i've made a terrible mistake... I was bein selfish... So dats y dat dae wen Diyana shoot me, i didnt sae anythin... But, i was taken aback la of coz... Pedas Perkataan die... I cant take bende pedas2 tau...Ha! Ha! Well, da bez part abt iBid is not onli da ppl, but oso 2 da fact dat iBid is da bez eva place 2 slack man... A place 2 sleep, watch movie, play game, blog... U name it... Puzzle Fighter has bcum sumwat lyke a pastyme to most ppl here at iBid... Ha! Ha! Im reali gonna miz da place, da beautiful ppl, n da joy we had in iBid... Oh n not forgettin my hammer... Gonna miz all dat lotz... But well, since its all over... I got a confession 2 make... I lyke a gurl in BPOS... Dis cute n kind gurl... I hav butterflies in my tummie everytyme wen i look at, tok to, no, juz bein near her... Dere i said it... Yupz... Well, i've been posted 2 MSC Inventory Management(IM)....N guess wat? Im da onli malay guy in da team.... N out of 7 ppl in da team, onli 2 r guys... Me n Kai Way, da admin guy from BPOS... Sad rite? But at least i got 2 wear da red shirt... WooHoo!!! Got a chance to lead... Well, NxT Mondae, will mark da start of a new era.... Da IM era... Well, it can neva b as fun as iBid, but i hope at least it'll b as pleasant... Oh N b4 i forget, i juz wanna sae im sori if i've eva hurt any1's feelins durin my tyme at iBid... Hope we all keep in contact... N do wave if u all c me in skool orite... HeYz... I changed my blogskin... Cool? . Changed da song as well... Dis song dat i put goes out specially 2 da iBid ppl and dat gurl... "I wan u 2 noe dat, i miz u, i miz u so..." Tag me ur comments k... Peace Out...

Fucked-Up Dae....

2005-06-11T15:11:00.000+08:00

I noe I havent been bloggin 4 a while... A week in fact... Dat's coz dere's nuttin much dat happened except dat i tore da skin on my knee while playin soccer... U can even c da flesh... 2dae was a veri unlucky dae 4 me... Got projects 2 do so muz wake up early 2 go 2 skool... The weather looks dark so i quickly leave my houz... N guess wat? Wen i reach da bottom of my block... It rained VERY HEAVILY... Damn! Well, i had 2 take da longer route bus.. Da 1 dat had 2 u turn n take a bloody long tyme 2 reach the mrt station... Itz ok la... Im not in a rush aniwae... Wen I board da bus, da rain immediately stopped.... Haiz... But wat happens nXt was reali fucked up... The bus engine died off at one of da bus stop... So i hav 2 change 2 da nXt bus...
Wen i finally reached da train station, I miz da train... Needed to wait 8 mins 4 da nXt train... Wat a wae 2 start da dae.... Fast forward 2 skool now... Wen i reached BPOS, da pc was not werkin.. So i went behind it 2 da pc 2 adjust da wirin... N guess wat? I accidentaly swicthed of Diyana's pc... Causin her report, which she was doi since mornin 2 be deleted.. Im reali sori 4 dat Diyana... Went 4 Fridaez prayers afta dat...Wen i came back... Wanted 2 listen 2 my mp3 but da headphone's not werkin... Fuck! It was completely fine dis mornin... The more i stayed in BPOS, da more fucked up i feel... Haiz... Im reali drown in my own pool of thoughts n feelins...
Dat Im lonely....
Dat Im too ez goin...
Dat Im juz a nobody...
Dat Im juz bloody useless...
Maybe Im bein too kind to ppl...
Maybe Im bein too nice to ppl...
Haiz...
Im Lost.... Im Lost.... Im Lost....
Im so stressed up.... Needed sumbodi 2 tok 2... So I went 2 meet Juli afta skool.... Known Juli 4 9 yrs now... She's a very gud fren... N u noe wat? I started smokin again... Haiz... Itz been quite a while... No... Very long in fact... I've stopped... But 2dae had been stick afta stick afta stick... I cant take it animore... Fuckin stressed up... Projects, reports, my life... Fid n her frenz came 2 join us ltr.. Tok crap n all... Well, we had fun... Made me 4get abt dose dreaded stuffs 4 a while... Haiz... My mind is so fuckin messed up rite now... I juz cant take it animore... How I wish i can satrt my life all over again... AAAAARRRRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HaPi Bdae HaZiRaH!!!

2005-06-04T14:59:00.000+08:00

Well, i had a fun dae 2dae.... Left my houz late again.... 8:05am.... Da bus came at 8:10... Reach da mrt station at 8:20... Reach YCK at 8:30... Reach skool at 8:45 lyk dat... But Hey... I hav a gud fren who sign in 4 me... Thanxz Hazirah... Its her bdae 2dae... I bought her Chocs, Ferrero Rocher to b exact, coz i heard from Faezah dat she lyks Chocs and spicy stuff.... Well, im not so sure abt da spicy stuff... Coz Ain told me dat she dun lyk spicy stuff... Hmm, i dunno la... Well, we celebrated afta da sharin session... Dey Blindfolded her... Den we asked her 2 wear da dress dat we bought 4 her, threatenin her wif waterbomb in da process... She was reluctant ofcoz... So we threw da water bomb at her... Well, i was an unfortunate victim of da waterbomb... Faezah dropped the waterbomb on my pants! Unlucky me... Ha! Ha! She wore da dress in da end but on two conditions: 1) One is dat she'll onli wear it in da gurl's toilet and wun cum out 2)On camera is allowed... So drastic tymes kols 4 drastic measures... I went in to da gurl's toilet to c her... I tell u she's veri2 pretti in dat dress... Reali brings out her cuteness even more.... He! He! Sadly, i cant join dem afta skool... Dey went 2 eat Seoul Garden... I gotta meet my mom and dad... My dad bought me a new pair of soccer boots and contact lens... Yippie!!!! K la... Gtg... But b4 i go, i juz wanna sae dat i realli had fun 2dae wif a bunch of wonderful and cute gurls... He! He!

Mornin Train Rush N Live Auction...

2005-06-02T14:55:00.000+08:00

Well, 2dae is a borin dae.... It's da same old usual stuff.... Wake up at 6:00am.... Bathe... Pray... Eat breakfast... Bla! Bla! Bla!... Den left my houz at 8:00am... Damn! I told myself dat im gonna b late.... 5 mins gone and im still at da bus top... But thankully da bus arrived... Wen i reached da mrt station, it's da same old story again... Typical singaporeans crowdin around da yellow line and ignorin da basic courtesy of givin wae to alightin passengers... I hate dem... Wanna hear a worst case scenario? Well, wen da train arrived, a chinese auntie in her 50s actualli cheered wen she saw an empty train... I can actuali c her "discreetly" punchin da air wif joy... I was goin... Wat da....?!?! N wen da train door opened, she n da da other kiasu singaporeans rushed 2wards da empty seats... I dun even bother competin wif dem... Coz if i did, i wun b juz lyk dem.... No Wae!!!!! Strangely, I reached skool on tyme... 8:32am... Itz not exactly on tyme but i still managed 2 sign in... Ha! Ha! Well, skool went fine.... It was Live Auction dae... N im da onli 1 wearin formal wear coz im da bloody auctioneer.... Cursed.... Da auction went pretty well... Even i was impressed.... Out of 36 items, i managed 2 sell away 13 items.... All in da name of charity... Our total earnings were $64... Great rite? Yupz... Chattin wif my frenz on msn now... N my primary skool fren asked me 2 join dem go Johor dis sundae... I dunno if im goin coz i got soccer match dat dae... Well, till nXt tyme...

Sundae Soccer...

2005-05-30T03:00:00.000+08:00

Its a sundae.... But i woke up at 7.00am 2dae.... Wat ever 4? Well, soccer of coz... Yupz... Soccer is life... Ha! Ha! Im meetin my cousins and uncles under my block at 7:45... Well... It's a family team... We won our 1st match by da wae... 7-4.... And amazin match... Thrice dey lead and thrice we equalize... 3-3 at half tyme... 2nd half we thrashed dem... 3 goals in 10 mins... Ha! Ha! Well, dis was onli da 2nd tyme dat we played 2geda, da whole family.... The match was at Marina South... My uncle drove us there... Juz opposite da Steam boat eatin place... The place was veri, veri dead... A veri different atmosphere compared to da usual bustlin nite (eatin) life... Ironically, i've been dere b4, at nite n to eat of coz ... But neva reali saw da pitch b4... Hmm... Ha! Ha! K... Movin on... We're in our usual yellow and black jersey... Da opponents were in blue... N guess wat? Dey got a bloody Ang mo import wif dem... Damn.... But no fear... Ha! Ha! Well, da 1st few mins went well... We held possession n all... But a defensive lapse allowed dem 2 score 1st... Den another defensive lapse cost dem 2 score again... Half tyme... 2-0... Wat da....?!?! But its ok... We were tokin abt makin a cumback juz lyk Liverpool... Ceh!!! Juz lyk Liverpool ar.... Ha! Ha! Well at least dat boost our confidence a bit coz within 5 mins afta restart, we pulled 1 back... 2-1... Den afta dat everi1 wanted 2 sub... We lost our consistency... Den dey scored... Heartbreak... Da guy lobbed my GK afta our offside trap... 3-1... 10 mins ltr, another goal... Their goal... 4-1... Dat's da final score.... 4-1... Well, da scoreline doesnt realli reflect da match... 2 b honest, we played well... It's juz dat we lost our momentum and consistency bcoz we changed to many players... Hmm... A lesson 2 learn.... Well, lookin forward 2 our nxt match.... which shud b on da 5th of june.... Well, da rest of da dae, i did nuttin... Wen i reach home afta da match, i bathe den eat den went 2 sleep til 6:30pm... Pig? Yupz... Ha! Ha! Tired la... Woke up... Watch tv.... Armageddon was on... Den followed by The Apperentice... Kelly won... Juz as i Xpected... Gud 4 him... He'll b werkin on a 4 billion dollar project will Donald Trump... $4 billion?!? Stuff dat i can onli dream off....Den i tok to Mandy... Watched scared tactics a bit followed by Whose Line is it Anyway?..... A very funny show.... Ha! Ha! Love dat show... K la... Sleep tyme...

Of Liverpool (which Suxz!) & Star Wars... (which is Brilliant!)

2005-05-28T16:10:00.000+08:00

Well... Well... Well.... Liverpool won dis morning.... Da Match ended 3-3 and afta Xtra tyme dey went on 2 win 3-2 in penalty shootout... Amazing comeback but still not as gud as da miracle comeback where with 30 secs left, Man Utd scored twice to win da Champions League Cup in 1999... Unlike Liverpool, dey dun need luck in da penalty shootout 2 win... In conclusion, Liverpool is a gud team... But not as magnificient as Man Utd... Prove my point? Well, its simple... The "newly crowned" European champion finishes a mere 5th spot and faces da possibility of not qualifying for da champions league next season... Which i sincerely hope dey dun... Ha! Ha! Thus, dey may not even b able 2 defend their title... N dey oso lost 2 Burnley, a lower division team, in da 3rd round of da FA cup... Lousy... Well, movin on.. 2dae was an "ok" dae... Nuttin much happened in skool... I slept n dat's abt da onli major contribution i did... Went 2 visit Farna... She's unwell but still came 2 skool coz of sum impt event... Stubborn but selfless... Hmm... I cabut early... Left skool at ard 5:30pm... Gonna catch Star Wars Ep III... My uncle blanja.... So left skool... Took da train to Dhoby Ghout... Reach PS... Met him at at BK... He blanja me dinner.... Lucky me... Ha! Ha! Da Show starts at 7.... We went in da theater at 6:50... ARGH!!!!! We got da 1st row sits!?!?! Damn... I Had 2 tilted me neck up lyk a turtle 2 watch da movie... I can even actualli fell Darth Vader breathin down on me... Lucky he got no Nose hair 2 show... Or it'll b an ugly scene...Ha! Ha! Da movie was magnificient... Da wae da director pieces everythin up is so wonderfully tidy and cleverly done... Two thumbs up for him and all his Star Wars Movies... Go catch it ppl... N Hayden Christensen is so hot... Ha! Ha! Darth Vader is my Idol... K la... Gotta go dream dat im a jedi now... May da force b wif u...

iT's A pUbLiC HoLiDaE!!!

2005-05-25T15:05:00.000+08:00

It's a Public Holidae 2dae!!! Yippie!!! Well, i woke up at 12 noon... Bathe... Dress Up... Den went on 2 iron my formal wear 4 2moro... Sum bigshots r cummin 2 our werkplace... Basket... Y muz dey make life so difficult 4 us? Hmm.... Aniwaez, Mom kolled.... Lunch Tyme... My Mom prepared Special Home Made Burger... Which i finish in 2 bites... Kiddin la... Ha! Ha! Siao ar... I dun hav a mouth DAT big... Juz FYI, I finished it in lyk 6 bites actualli... I den msg Fidzha... Coz i heard from Pink dat Fidzha's meetin her after werk.... Ah... Pink... Da gurl dat i've spoken 2, heard of but neva seen b4... In da flesh i mean... I've onli seen her in pics.... But not da real gurl... Ha! Ha! Da prospect of meetin her for da 1st tyme reali entices me... So i met up wif Fid at Yishun mrt... I waited n waited... 4 lyk 20 mins 4 her.... We're supposed 2 meet at 2pm.... Oh well... Im on 1 of those "patient" moods again... So lucky her... Aniwaez, Pink wanted us 2 meet her at Lot 1, CCK.... We took da Train.... Nuttin much happen... Except we saw 3 minahs wearin big granddad-kinda shades.... Urgh!!!! Ugly.... Nvm them... So yea... We reached CCK.... Den all of a sudden dis cute, petite gurl wif da eyeliner n all, came up to us... Pink... She look a bit different from da pic... [ Psst... Juz 2 tell u guys 1st... I kinda lyke cute gurls who wear eyeliner.... Ha! Ha! ] Still in her werk uniform... Oh, she's a barista by da wae... We ate at Mac... Chatted n joked 4 a while... Den she had 2 go off... BZ gurl... Hmm... Its 4pm wen she left.... Fid left soon after 2 meet her frenz.... So left me... Alone... All by myself... So i kolled my frens... Zaidi n Khai n ask dem 2 meet n chill wif me at Causeway Point.... I told dem 2 meet me at 4:40pm.... N guess wat tyme dey arrive... 6:30!!!!!!!!!!! Wat da........?!??! I waited 2hrs 4 dem.... But lyk i said im on 1 of those "patient" mood.... Oh well... We chill.... Juz walk ard da Shoppin centre... Khai wanted 2 get a pc table... So we went 2 Courts.... It turns out dat he wanted a lot of stuff.... Crap stuffs... Ha! Ha! Lava lamp la... Screen wiper la... Sofa la... Bla.. Bla... Bla... It was den dat we tok abt rentin our own house durin NS n stay 2geda... We can do wat we wan... Decorate da house da wae we wan... It'll b kinda cool cum 2 think abt it... Den Mandy kolled me... We chatted... Den i keep passin da fone ard 2 my frenz... Dey were lyk crapin ard wif her... Zaidi's reaction was so funny... I can't stop laughin.... Ha! Ha! We den lepak at da "Titanic" to play Taiti... Sat on an Ant's nest... Stupid seh... All of us were lyk scratchin lyk a monkey... Aniwaez we shifted... I won a few games... All throughout, dey were lyk makin n recordin stupid voices on Zaidi's phone... It was damn funny.... Veri stupid seh... Ha! Ha! Den dey walk me 2 da bus stop.... We exchange riddles on da wae... N i was still on da fone tokin 2 Mandy... Ha! Ha! She muz hav tot dat we r crazy.... Dey were askin her 4 help in gettin a chinese gurlfren and stuff... Ha! Ha! Well... My bus came n i went home.... Overall, Fun ppl... Messy but yet a Fun Dae.... it's a great public holidae 4 me.... Can't wait 2 go out wif dem again... Aniwaez.... Skoolin 2moro.... Gotta sleep now... ;->

EMO-ing

2005-05-23T16:20:00.000+08:00

I woke up at 1:40pm 2dae... Pig rite? Ha! Ha! Nah... I slept late last nite... Chatted wif my old frenz... So yea... Aniwaez... I didnt hav any plans 2dae so i stayed home... Well, it turns out to be depressin... i kept thinkin alot... Realli lost in my own thoughts n fellings... U c... I recently got 2 noe dis gurl... Cute, smart, carin, lovin.... She's everythin i cud hav dreamed off... She made me fell in love wif her instantly... By juz bein who she is... Yes Love... A feelin dat has long deserted me... Im hapi juz bein ard her.... Da hugs, the kisses, n us, holdin each others hands... It was so nice... So Heavenly... Yes... There's no words to describe the feelins wen im wif her... It was simply out of dis world... Den it came... It came lyk a bullet, piercin thru my vulnerable heart... She told me dat she dun hav any feelins 4 me... It hurts... It hurts alot... I cried dat nite... N dat was lyk da 1st tym i cried in god noes how many years... Well, i dun blame her... Maybe it was all happenin 2 fast... I Juz noe her 4 a few wks... Maybe dats my weakness... Wen i get emotionally involved wif sumone, i'll put in everythin... I'll shower every bit of my love 2 her... I shud hav saved sum 4 myself... She's attached now.... Eventhough we're gud frenz, things aren't da same animor... But i can't deny da fact dat i still love her... I still care for her... N dat im still hangin on hope to keep me goin.... But i noe dat its impossible... Da road to recovery is takin over me......So how's dat for a romantic story? Gud enuf 4 me 2 write my own novel? I reali put in a lot of thinkin, as well as my own feelins to create dis story... Ha! Ha! Yupz... Dat's wat i've been doin da whole dae 2dae... Dreamin... Den write story 4 da blog... If not got nuttin 2 write 4 2dae... K la... Gonna sleep now... Til nxt tyme... Byez...

DeBuT!

2005-05-21T17:00:00.000+08:00

HeYz... Guess Wat?? Dis is my 1st entry... Weee!!! Ha! Ha! I wud lyk 2 thanx Narimah 4 her help in settin up my blog... Thanxz a lot Narimah! Aniwaez im Slackin now... Been practically runnin around lyk da whole dae 2dae... Went out 4 lunch at da usual tyme, noon... Eat at south canteen... Bought nasi bryani... Da makcik onli giv me 2 nuggets... Basket! But she put a lot of scrambled eggs... More than da rice! Ha! Ha! Yupz... I didn't manage to finish dos eggs of coz... Den we walk all da wae 2 the mosque at AMK wif Adi, Herry and Kamarul... Fridae Prayers... I gav dem a riddle to guess while we were walkin... It goes lyk dis, "A scientist manage to combine an elephant wif a fish. Guess what's the new species is called?" Anyone care 2 make a guess? Tag me da answer la... Ha! Ha! Btw, Dey still dunno da answer... Herry, Kamarul keep guessin! Prayer ends at abt 1:45pm... Kamarul went home after dat... Skip TEP... Another Basket case! So left me, Herry and Adi... We head down to Sportslink... Adi wanted 2 get a bdae present 4 his fren... He bought a Billabong Sports water bottle for her... Hmm... Water bottle?!? C'mon Adi! U can do better den dat... But its ok la... Its da thought dat counts rite? Sounds sooo cliche... Ha! Ha! Yea... Well, after dat, we walk back 2 skool... Me n Adi head back to bpos while Herry went to meet his fren... By the tyme we reach skool, we gotta get ready 4 da sharing session oredi... Tired seh... i sleep durin da sharin session... Can't b bothered wif it... Who cares wat dey r doin aniwae... Bcoz of dem we muz wear formal... IsH! But da best thing is, We didnt get caught wif wearin jeans. Sweet... I wonder who made up dat stupid rule dat jeans or jeans-like material r not allowed... So stupid... Ape je... Well, da "useless" sharing session ends at 3:40pm... I went back to bpos... For juz a few seconds dat is... Coz i gotta go out again askin ppl 4 their signature... Da life of a class rep... Haiz... Full of runnin... Shud i step down as class rep? Well, aniwae, i manage to get all da signature and went to Mr Ong's room to give him dat dreaded list... But he's not dere... Nobody's dere in fact... Da whole lecturer in dat room is on leave... Wat da......?? But yea... Its 5pm now... Juz 1/2 hr b4 i can leave this jail... Hope i survive.... Wish me luck...

*= I'm Just Shy =*